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my love letterTo my Loving, Sweet and Kind Jeffery
Bring.On.The.PainAlways asked if this is just a joke.
Deafening.and.StiflingAm I allowed... to just dream a dream?
A very engaging experience~Hey everyone! I'm so sorry that I couldn't respond to you all in the last journal. I want to thank everyone for their good wishes of luck and safety. I'm back at home now and everything is fine, save for my heart being left behind in England. I'll post the happenings of the trip here.
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I hear it in the distance
Beautiful to my ears
Torture to my heart
Heightening my fears
For what lies ahead on this journey
I hear the bittersweet symphony
The soft notes painted in the back of my mind
Bleeding into the crevices of my thoughts
Fogging my vision of the future
Leaving my heart in distraught
Not yet knowing harmony
Just hearing the bittersweet symphony
Feeling the melody reach nearer
With each breath I take
The music creating lyrics on my tongue
Forming emotions I cannot shake
Insecurity, hope, jealousy, love?
Not wanting to be just a fantasy
Still I hear the bittersweet symphony
I turn to you for help
But you do not hear it
You're thousands of miles away
Oblivious to the bittersweet symphony that is haunting me..
It's Your arms I long for every night,
To hold me close and assure me
Everything is going to be alright.
It's Your arms I wish to cry in when
I feel everything is a mess
Your chin upon my head,
And my head against Your chest.
It is Your arms I yearn to jump into,
When I am happy and just want to hug you.
With You is where I want to be,
To Your arms I always want to flee..
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My sweet Westley,
Not a day goes by when I don't miss you, where I don't long for your soft, strong, wonderful touch. I miss the sound of your voice, the feeling of your lips against mine. I love you more than I thought I could ever love anyone in the world. Before you came into my life, really came into my life, I was a lonely, ignorant fool. Oh Farm Boy, oh my sweet, wonderful Westley, how you've opened my eyes to things I thought I would never see. I love you. I love you more and more with each breath I take, with each dash of my pen, with every beat in my heart. My heart beats so fast when you're around that it sounds like its humming. My heart beats for you, my Westley. My life. My love. My everything. I love you, I will always love you.
I don't feel so alone in this tiny cabin whenever you're around. My chores past by in a breeze and the nights don't feel as cold. Now that you're gone&
my love letter
To my Loving, Sweet and Kind Jeffery
You’re the one I’ve loved for the longest time, and every day I love you even more. You saved me from falling off the edge, Again. You weren’t there the first time, but the first time I had to save myself so I was the best thing when you pulled me out of the abyss I was re-entering with a death close to me, and I’m always thanking you. When we first met, I felt a connection to you and it was very strong. Soon, we had both fallen in love and our love has only strengthened, to be Honest I wasn’t looking for love; my heart had been broken too many times to EVER love again, or so I thought. Sweets you make my heart race when I think of you, and how you managed to unfreeze the pieces and put them back where they belong in whole. I love you more than I’ve loved another man. It’d kill for some of my ex’s to hear that from me, because if I’m THIS affectionate to you, think of the others I&
Always asked if this is just a joke.
A simple, innocent reminder.
But what if it actually was?
And blood on the string bit just a little
Life must have a mind, think thoughts.
He or she must know,
Realize the tension they have caused.
Be awear of this pain.
The kind that you could only dream of
For when a restless night
Becomes an endless wakeful nightmare,
You begin to wonder how
And why and how they have such power.
Could they really just stop
For what entertainment can you really get
When you take my deepest soul,
My greatest part,
And throw him out of sight and out of mind.
But did you expect,
Tell me did you actually expect,
That the time and space between us and our touch,
Would actually change
Tell me, Life, did you expect it to be love?
Am I allowed... to just dream a dream?
Nothing long or complex or scary, just a dream of a dream.
A dream that yearns to come true.
A price that I can pay.
A dream within a dream that is my dream, just a dream.
Thoughts aflutter and heart a'melting,
Eyes skyward as that blush threatens to bring a smile to your lips.
The kind that can not simply be held back,
But must be released.
Yes, that is the kind of emotion pulling at your cheeks as you dream.
Dream a daydream of a dream, just a dream yearning to be true.
For if it came true, you would surely burst with joy,
Becoming a nova of life and colors,
And letting att the dark vanish with your overwhelming.
The scenario is playing, running in your heart and in your thoughts.
Making your pulse race as controlled actions become real in your dream.
Daydream a dream of a dream, just a daydream yearning to be real.
The setting is unfamiliar, this you can tell,
As light filters across delicate skin and shade from a raised hand is all provided.
A very engaging experience~
Hey everyone! I'm so sorry that I couldn't respond to you all in the last journal. I want to thank everyone for their good wishes of luck and safety. I'm back at home now and everything is fine, save for my heart being left behind in England. I'll post the happenings of the trip here.
Saturday: This was the day my plane left Canada for the United Kingdom. I spent the day making sure everything was ready and I was shaking with nervousness the entire day. My plane was scheduled to leave at ten PM, but when we got to the airport, we found out it had been delayed. :/ So once I got checked in and got my suitcase sent to the baggage drop off, I had dinner with my mom and my grandparents. We ate at Subway (my grandparents are now official fans of Subway and now understand why I love it so much!) and talked a lot about the upcoming trip. We then walked around the airport to kill some time and digest the food. My mom heard the call for my flight number, so we hurried over to the security
Love Over Seas
I miss him everyday
Without him near, my skies are grey
I wish he were here with me
Because I've fallen in love with the boy over seas.
It's so hard sometimes
People often think we're crazy,
But they just don't understand
A love like ours is so amazing
Falling in love with the boy overseas.
Our biggest dream is to finally meet
To hold eachother close and feel complete
I want to smile and laugh and kick up the leaves
With the boy I love over seas.
Those times we stay up so late
Talking about everything and nothing at all.
The fun memories we create
The distance seems so small.
We love eachother so much,
And we let nothing discourage us
Together we stay strong
Until the day it's no longer love over seas.
When almost everyone else left
as I thought that I wasn't
good enough and not worth anything..
...you came along..
Your promise to protect me
from every night
to every dawn.
I know how much
we love each other now